Friday, March 28, 2008

Карамазовы (Karamazov)

my alexei
alyushka
dearest one
gentle soul
handsome lad
your beauty soft
within you shines
karmazovian lust

tree III

tree II

tree I

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Spell

your temperature is up
you cough at night
the physician said
pneumonia !

my dear one
i will
cook some soup
read a book
hold you
tight

Capsules

all‭ ‬round
not ‬long‭ ‬not‭ ‬oval
small‭ ‬encourage‭ ‬sleep
blessed‭ ‬rest
big‭‭ ‬kill‭ ‬pain
quick‭ ‬relief
all‭ ‬round‭ ‬together
holy‭ ‬peace

pussybag

again
those cats
sleeping on the sofa
again
i hate you
leaving your clothes
pussybag snuggles in them
again
i run away
into my dark enclosure
between damp walls
temporary asylum
no one can
disturb

Animals

when‭ ‬the‭ ‬animals
began‭ ‬dying
i‭ ‬was‭ ‬digging
holes‭ ‬in‭ ‬the‭ ‬earth
to‭ ‬cover‭ ‬them
did‭ ‬not‭ ‬know
if‭ ‬i‭ ‬am‭ ‬dead‭ ‬myself
maggots‭ ‬biting
my‭ ‬feet
and‭ ‬as a
living‭ ‬dead
kept‭ ‬digging

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Mirror

you
present
a picture
black
white
father
holds
you

Sunday, March 23, 2008

homeless

along roadsides
awaiting nomads
peoples offerings
a baby's hat
bolt nut copper wire
all so handy
compact steel mesh
just the size of
one slice of bread
toasted on pale fire
meal for the seeking nomad

don't touch a thing
pretend not to disturb
the cosmic order
molecules of rope gently lain upon
dark road shatterings
beyond understanding
keep moving
sketches of objects
burned onto memory

deserted leftover feelings
abandoned along highways
a toddler's cry in his seat
passengers agony next to the driver
time scratching an old face
gathering learning memorizing
they rest within

only once in a while
balance is broken
must take something
to feel and touch
these can be
a few washers, rings of metal
like ancient coins
their weight in my hand

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Caves

In my cave the bats are hibernating
No humans are allowed
Lest they disturb them
Only few insects manage to crawl in
Making their way in darkness
Down narrow tunnels damp walls
Crouching in their moldy corner
Winged mice hanging upside down
Black furred lanterns
Decorating a scarred rock ceiling
Steadily awaiting
Sign of water dripping

Old Photograph

Looking at your picture
Amateur shot
How for a moment
You let yourself be taken
It seemed I was
Taking your picture
While what I was doing
Loving your image

Logistics

Better off with him
Your life
Will be tidy and calm
Such serenity that will make
All your friends
Envy you
Will make me
Envy him
Better off for the kids
They hate to see
Us quarrel

Friday, March 21, 2008

classified

seeking wjfm
of the second generation
or third
she must not have
granny or grand-daddy
she should be
a food collector
always early
painfully worrisome
we can sit together
in silence

Ragout

Mother's food
minced meat
feeding their
children
crumbling love
mixing worries

collecting

At least a beginning
A small coin collection
Not all of them ancient, actually
Most are not
They were in one of the bags
Moldy smell
Didn't go hunting them
In the sand dunes, didn't
Buy them in a shop,
Inherited
Something to begin with